Journals and Blog
This journal is kept for Master. At all times Master requires access to any and all thoughts and feelings. Master owns this slave's thoughts as well as her body. Master requires complete transparency and this slave may hold no secret. Master knows all. It is difficult to allow Master to access the "bad places" that are inside my head. The demons lurk in the shadows. Master has said we will deal with those as they come to light. Master is helping me through some of the trauma's of the past. Some things I have buried resurface unexpectedly......I tend to try to run away. Master does not allow this. Master is trying to teach me to trust again. It is a constant struggle, some days are easier than others. Master is usually patient and understanding. In this journal I include writings about all aspects of our dynamic. Master is able to judge where his property is at in the enslavement process. He is able to visualize setbacks and measure growth. While most of these posts are open for anyone to read, some are set to "Friends Only" and others are "Private". Master controls the security level of all posts.
This is more of a log than a journal. Exercise is a daily requirement for this slave. I am also required to eat a minimum of 3 times a day and it must be something healthy and nutritious. Having to record here helps me remember my medications on time. I am also to drink LOTS of water and have minimum of 1 serving of cranberry juice. I am SEVERELY limited on my intake of caffeine and refined sugar. Master is able to check up on his slave at any time to ensure his orders are followed to his specification and to see if adjustments are to be made. The majority of these posts are open.
Master requires this slave to keep a Myspace page, composed under his direction. Master, of course, has complete access and reads all comments and communication. Master screens all friend requests and invites. This blog shares a few peeks into life and into the dynamic. It shares struggles and accomplishments. Some of these posts also are found pasted into the 4mymaster journal. These are all open posts.